“Leap….and the net will appear.”
I’m scared shitless even if i can see the net.
I need to learn to trust. That leap of faith isn’t easy, especially when you can’t see the stong arms that you know are there to catch you.
It’s hard even though you know they are there….you just can’t see them….
It is a pity that the world is so screwed up that it makes it so hard to just believe; you have to see everything first. We learn when we are young that people lie, and that you can’t always trust what you are told, or what seems to be true. We need to see it happen, we need proof, we need verification, we need a plan B just in case.
I don’t want to live without a safety net. I want to live without fear and worry because I know there is a net, even if I can’t see it.
It’s really good that Jesus is patient with me.
